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ok so school in louisiana started on august 18, and we had to wear stupid uniforms.well now i'm in njrotc this year (for those of you who don't know that's basicaly just a junior navy program) and i'm in medical term ,too. oh also i'm in girls choir when i'm supposed to be in selective/band choir which is where we can preform modern non-church related songs. yeah at my school which isn't a christian church we are forced to sing church songs in choir. grrrrrrrr.so yeah.well i got a prom and a homecomeing dress. in the prom dress i look just like cinderella except my dress is a soft lime green. well i haven't written in a while so in july i went to church camp. it was awesome, at every worship we had 5 hours of music and for the music we had a mosh pit. it was so much fun, i actually got to go crowd surfing, at church camp. oh yeah it was in daytona beach, florida. it was fun i met this awesome sk8er dude who wasn't part of the 7,000 people there for camp and we had lots of fun on the deserted beach at 3 in the morning! fun fun fun.well now it is labor day weekend so while my cousins are away on vacation, i get to stay at there mansion type house. it is gorgeous.i am so bored. i want to be in florida right now at 11 at nite, 12 over there. so i have been talking to the guy in florida at the moment.yeah my life sucks i have a million guys to talk to and kiss and other stuff but how the hell am i still single? (emo tears) i just lost my power i guess. grr. so me and my friend Steph, have been practicing witchcraft stuff, its fun i guess if you like people see themselves as ugly people through mirrors by hexing them. but i don't need any of that stuff cuz i'm already a clair voyant, so what's the need? well it's late and i am forced to go to church tomorrow so i'm gonna go now.

GROUNDED!!!!!!: (

Omg. i just made the worst grades of my life. i made an A in french2 and world geography, but i made C's and D's in everything else, even in math, which i actually understand. stupid ADHD. stupid medicine isn't working again. yea, now i have to go to the doctors and get my medication bumped up to 3 30miligrams of medicine ( all it is is meth whoohoo!!! ) so now i'm bummed cuz i can't call my boyfriend or my girlfriend. and i can't go to the mall with my friend who actuall has enough money to buy me something. GRRRRRRRRR!!! now i hate my life. but then i love my life cuz my bf is getting me a ring w/ my birthstone in it. now i'm bored.






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RIOT!!

SLEEP IN A BOX!!

ok sleep in a box was awesome. for all of you who don't know what it is, it's where you spend all week or for me 3 hours, decorating a box. then you bring it to your school, in my case LaGrange High School, and you sleep in the box on the football feild and go to school in the morning after they give you breakfast. i know it sounds dumb but it is all for charity, well all of the money raised goes to charity, the boxes are well destroyed during the night.


it's not fair though. someone threw water ballons at me and my friend rebecca's box so we couldn't sleep in the box. man it was freezing cold that night. luckly they brought a fire pit so me and becca sat by the fire. a little while later my friend big sven brought a guitar so we all played the guitar and sung along to the songs we knew. at around 1a.m. i fell asleep in big sven's lap. he's called big sven because at my school we have 2 guys named sven and one of them is bigger than the other in height and weight so we call him big sven. ok back to sleep in a box. at around 2, they played Twilight on the projection screen. when i woke up at 2:10 we started throwing random stuff in the fire, i didn't know this but aparently styrofoam is toxic when burned, maybe that's why i felt high after that. but it was funwe all fell asleep at 4 and someone woke us up at 5 with a water balloon telling us that we had to wake up so that we could eat breakfast. ok i don't know about your schools but our school starts at 8 and opens at 6:45. i guess that person was on crack cuz we were on the damn football field about 60 feet away from the damn school, so they didn't have to wake us up at 5. damn people on crack!!! no offense to anyone reading this. so i had fun and threw a burning log at her. lol lol lol. i had fun!!! the next day i got to wear the sleep in a box t-shirt and blue jeans. to bad i got to wear black jeans cuz i'm just good like that.


but now i'm sad cuz i made a 50 in my adv. math class when i uaually make a 97, my mom's going to kill me.i guess i should start taking my medicine again and stop falling asleep in class, but that's not my fault, it's cold in her class and her voice puts almost everybody to sleep.oh well.

bye.

quizbowl

um hi.. well its 11:33 at night in natchitoches, louisiana for quizbowl state game. so here we are in the econolodge (crappy hotel)waiting for the day to start.you see the state game is really big for my school. well before i came here, i unknowingly was robbed of $90 (typical type of actions for my school) so i can't pay for my hotel room so i have to pay the teacher on monday.. woohoo!! more money i don't already have. then i have sleep in a box day coming up in 2 weeks. then testing next week. busy busy busy. then boyfrieds. then writing to girlfriend in canada. then scheduling for next year. then summer camp. then summer geometry classes so i can get into advanced classes next year. god, i hope i win quizbowl state so i can go to nationals.woohooooo.oh wait then my mom is dating a cop who knows my boyfriend in a bad way cuz he arrested my boyfriend . then my mom wants to spend quality time with me so after testing, i have to go camping then scubadiving in murkey louisiana gulf waters when the water is cold. yeah so much fun why can't she just ignore me like always.. i actually like it some times. well my boyfriend met the band manager for the all american rejects. turns out it was just a petifile trying to rape my boyfriend and me. but i did get into church choir which is good if i want to get a record deal because i go to church with a lot of rich people with good connections to peopole who could get me started in a band and get my career to start on a good foot. i can actually sing pretty well. almost like brittany spears, but without the lipsinging. maybe i'll tryout for american idol. maybe.



Well wish me luck today. and i'll write soon hopefully!!

and i love you jakie and josh!

MARDI GRAS!!!(PARTY IN LOUISIANA)

OK!! Today, monday, is the day befor mardi gras. In louisiana, we get 2 days off just so we can celebrate it. all they are doing is giving us days off school to party and get drunk and high, then give us overnight to sober up!! fun fun fun!! not really because I'm grounded, which means no parades or mardi gras balls for me, so i'm stuck at home writing this blog. You know, I really need a picture on my profile. OH, yeah, i almost forgot, i dropped out of JROTC!!!!! finally, god that was hell,( without the eternal burnning of the fire!!) no i wish i was in hell instead of that horrible class!!! i feel sorry for the dude i lashed out at!! i sorta blacked out so i don't remember who it was, but if that person is reading this, SORRY, not you probably deserved it you bastard!! i'm bored now. i'm going to go eat my weight in ice cream, all 90 pounds of me. and yes, there are skinny people in louisiana that are not anerexic. i hate sterotypical people. I <3 emo people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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